Will Falconer, DVM Moderator
Oh, Denise, I'm so sorry you lost your little guy so suddenly and unexpectedly. All my best as you deal with what has to be a numbing grief. You acted out of trust, doing the best you knew to do. Please don't blame yourself. His lasting memorial may just be the teaching he imparted before he left, and the new direction he's opened for you now.
Be kind to yourself. Take time to heal and see what unfolds in the future as a result of this painful episode.