Laura
I had written to you Dr. Falconer, several times, submitting a request for an exam for my 9 year lab, Maggie. I never received an answer from you. I know now it wouldn't have helped anyway. Maggie was diagnosed with Cushing's Disease in October 2015. She had had it for months as we had noticed her losing energy, panting, not able to jump into our truck, sores on her back and thickened skin, losing hair, all the symptoms. The last 2 months have been torturous to us all, as she started losing her quality of life. Her walks were slower, not interested in hunting, she was the best bird dog around, so strong and tough, would take down any male dog who gave her trouble! I was giving her the Pet Wellbeing Adrenal Harmony and the PetAlive Cushex Drops - M, plus using Colloidal Silver Spray on her sores. Her back, on both sides like a saddle were raw and without hair. She would have good days and bad, but you could see in her eyes she was miserable. This past Sunday, Dec. 6, she first threw up all her food, it looked like what I had just served her in her bowl. Later in the day, she became listless and couldn't get up. We tried to make her comfortable on her bed, but her eyes were not focusing and her tongue was hanging out of her mouth and it was turning black. She passed sometime early Monday morning in her sleep. It's was so hard to watch our girl die right before our eyes. What a terrible, terrible disease it is. My heart is torn out of my chest and I wonder if I did enough to help her. I didn't want to give her the treatment the vet recommended because all the research I did on it showed me that all it did was postpone the inedible, she was dying. She was a lab through and through and so sweet, she really didn't deserve this. So now I'm so worried about my 6 year old golden doodle, Bella, who has only known her life with Maggie. Both dogs have been fed raw for the 6 years I've had Bella. I need the support of this group to reassure me that I'm doing the right thing, I have been waking up at night worried that I'm killing my dogs instead of helping them. I need the guidance at this time.