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your post has me sobbing. It was so heartfelt especially at the end:
I on the other hand need this time to say good by, once they are buried/cremated they are gone forever and I will never again be able to touch or look at them again. emotionally I cannot bury them the same day they die because I am afraid they might not really be dead and how awful it would be to bury someone alive. So I have to wait and be really, really sure.
I also have been there many times. Karen
Thank you for sharing!